hey there. My computer has been bitchy and i had no computter mouse. Other than that i am not much of a writer anymore.

I had about 6 months of fun. 6 months of watching a boy i had felt a lot for.

now however after about a year, my health is bad again. I havent been online or on my sk fr just 9 days but that to most people, and myself, is a lot.

I wish things were better but they are not and i wish i was everyones friend but im not.

im on a health program yet again. Its either that or being cut open in the hospital, this is what i chose. It will take a while there is no doubt about that. I am looking forward to a year or so of hydrotherapy, garlic, jucies, raw or no food, physical activites, the steamer, and among other things no AIM.

let me c who is still around when i get back. For those of you who know a bit of my history, im a stubborn fighter and i tend to not give up.

take care and smile

hugs with love. ~Crystal

ps. i am scheduled to graduate at the end of June.

Times going by fast as usual. I am graduating in June as long as i pass my History regents. Over the summer im dedicated to my health. I will continue to do health until i no longer feel like crap, my hearing n eyesight improve, and my balance no longer looks like im drunk. I still only have my permit and i am not attempting to make my license until i need it. College will probably enter my life sometime next year, spring semester. College will be a crazy experience for me and bring a major change to my life and even though i cant wait, i am. I doubt my health will be restored after the summer.

ANYWAY these are my plans i have to go! For once im not partying...i just came back from Rochester however and Saturday i am leaving for FLA.

love as always~Crystal

Dear Crystal, Here is your horoscope for Monday, April 4: Still feeling like you want to taste, touch and experience absolutely everything? Good. Go for it. You've got plenty of time to get back to being dutiful, responsible and practical. For now, have fun.

hmmmm^^^PARTY!,

On Thursday i am going to Rochester NY with Kevin. Seeing some people over there and having fun! While learning about that college ofc =) RIT

When o come back i will have class and do whatever i wanna! Maybe club or out with the girls???

Spring Break is the 22nd. I am leaving the 23rd for FLA. imma check out apt.'s over there. FLA would be a change, its cheap, and good for my health.

with the rest of April and what lays inbetween, im bowling, tonight actually. I would like to c Eric, to c how he is and whats been up. Danny is supposed to visit (but hes being slow ofc =P) If Joey finds time we r ganna watch horror? Pete we ganna do sign language? Refresh ur memory and make u blush ofc =)

anything comes up guys u know how to reach me.

smiles n hugs~Crystal